Hmmm I only noticed yesterday evening what big step I actually made by moving to another place…a house with ”real” people …not students (although with a fairly bad solution for my internet – compared to what I have seen at the IFA in Berlin oh oh it is just miles away from the future)
After unpacking most of my stuff I had a three hour nap and when I woke up my sugar level was so low that my mood dropped below any bearable level. Restless I found a little supermarket, chewing some blueberry biscuits my mind turned cheerful…still it feels so unusual – alien.
Though yesterday evening I could finally read a book again…after months…in peace…however, this couldn’t heal the bad stomach feeling I had when getting up like 6:40 this morning.