Do you know what depression is? And I don’t mean the state when you are sad because your sugar level is low.
I mean psychological depressions as part of your mental health.
It is the moment when you lose all form of embodiment. Every leaf, each face around loses meaning and has to be labeled anew. Also our own body has no feeling, no self awareness. Reality forms gain a new concept and dimension. Attachments become a lose pile of thoughts. There is only a mere shade of distant free will. The rest is instinct to climb out the dark hole you dropped in, and it becomes deeper with every day. In the darkness of the hole you think you can make out lights that guide you through a mental labyrinth.
The way out?… is the way in.