New past every second

I spare you the usual happy new year blah blah…I just came back from the new years eve ”party”…and,of course, it was just exhausting blocking the noise all the time, still there some kind of weird tension…which differed from the …

I just found a nice article on The Sunday Times online, referring to the world’s oldest father: http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/asia/article2302545.ece

Mozartkugeln

Ah I feel so good…having a new fresh phone number for my new phone…well, a German phone number but at least I can personalize my phone now.This day was anyway freaky. I went to the nearby town and the landscape …

The red dragon queen

Hairdressers of a small town got certain advantages, like, they are a lot nicer and appreciate every coincidence, like three small dogs coming in just like that…by the way, the dogs were dressed in some cute striped winter suits.I am …

The face

Good afternoon AngelzLook what strange face watched me from my window when I woke up this morning:Today was….today is grey and it just started snowing heavily.I walked around town with my mum. Everything looked so dead. The purpose of our …

Disappointment was to be expected…

I admit I did regret coming here fairly little…until now…I noticed they disappoint me again and I felt like crying when they started talking about their happy pretended world…I really tried but…it simply does not work…so…I just sneak back into …

The missing

First Christmas day hmmmI was so glad my granny left…she had like only ten sentences in her head and she repeated them over and over…the broken tape…of dementia…I could not understand why my mum invited her…I surely love her too …

Falling ice

One day before Christmas. The snow on the roof turned to ice and every night I hear it falling down, landing crushing on our garage roof.Whole afternoon I did some baking lessons with my mum…we made like three or four …

Pain is a blessing, not bliss

It’s almost twelve…I just got up.My mother is having her last day at work and luckily my brother and his girl are at her place.Only the cats are in my room…Tapanga just tried to eat my hundred year old book.For …