In ashes we fall, in stone we rise

Isn’t that such a wonderful view from the Peruvian town Arequipa? I wonder what the inscriptions say…although the volcanic stone called sillar speaks more for itself and a long history than any written word…how the sun must warm most of …

Moving in dreams

Hmmm I only noticed yesterday evening what big step I actually made by moving to another place…a house with ”real” people …not students (although with a fairly bad solution for my internet – compared to what I have seen at …

All ill. All blocked. nose, and mouth and lungs. Gosh what a just wrong time for flu? After Thursday…my most unlucky day of the past years…I finally submitted my dissertation yesterday…still unsatisfied about the print result… Something has drawn me …

To the dead and me

Last night my mood dropped below hell and I fell asleep, tired from the walk with my mother, tired from the longing for true love. As I did not know quite what to do this afternoon: couldn’t sleep cause of …

I stood there and cried…between a thousand Father’s Day cards…the song ”Why do birds…suddenly appear” (Carpenters, I think)…”because, just like me, they want to be close to you”…I didn’t buy a card.Maybe I do so today when I go to …

The clearest blood

Where is the hole?Ah, this black thing right in front, opening up just for you.I’ve been dreaming of your name again last night, woke up with these pictures again and I begin to understand the rules…your self-set rules. As you …

The worst knee pains ever

As the rain was just too heavy and lasting all yesterday, I couldnt travel but the more beautiful it was today…sunny and over 10 degrees (cold and minus ten degrees in Germany yay).The castle and cathedral of Rochester were quite …

Words in the morning

If it was perfect would you struggle for the same ever again?A bit after one in the morning.I thought I might write the Valentine’s cards now…actually I bought them more for myself than sending them to anyone…Some people I talk …

Remember words beyond their pain

Good Evening AngelzThe past days really gave me toothache…well, my birthday was just like any other day with headaches and frustrations. The flowers my mum sent to me I could pick up only a day later…so no true surprise…the real …