painful progress…progress in pain…pain of progress…

They say when you are freshly in love you forget about everything.Well, it is not true. And why hunting for an illusion (hmmm more than the usual amount) The night was terrible…terrible…and I had creative flashes for my dissertationwhich I …

neutral void

With the blood comes the restlessness and dreams that are uncontrollable. I meet people in my dream which scare me and when I get to know them better they fascinate me.So I had an evening walk after I noticed quickly …

Not ready yet to lose it all…so I bear with the ignorance…and ignore it too. Can you imagine that there are 439000 entries on youtube when you search for ”Wake up”…463000 for ”Found you”and 344000 for ”Forget you”. It rained …

what a verb is doing next to a verb…

Looking for a flat is more exhausting than I expected it to be. Sometimes I just spend whole afternoons traveling to an unknown place…if trains are canceled (like today) then it takes longer…but you get to know lots of interesting …

Merry cherry day

The understanding of what happened yesterday evening, an enigmaOn the way home the bus driver missed the road to university and so I was forced to walk all the way…I turned on some music to cheer me up…saw a dove …

Extract of Diary Why do you think the steps of the footbridge at Canterbury West Station are 58 on Platform 1 and 44 on Platform 2? Curiosity covers a lot. I got a call…and I got the job. Start date: …

The mystery goes on…

This morning I were sure I woke up to heaven: breakfast was English tea, so fresh yummy fruit salad and fried mushrooms with bread (never had something like this before) and on top of it (so literally) I overlooked all …

Cash coin machines vs Greek wars

The invention of cash machines at the bank are quite a step forward…that you can pay cash in is even better…paying in notes and coins… Today was my first time that I threw all my collected coins in there…and as …

The morning was a bad imitation of a David Lynch movie…still raining…my umbrella broke and shops only sell umbrellas when it’s raining.Am I too literal in poetry? Hmmm obviously yes, it all has to be straight (and true).