For the sake of my poetry

I do believe that silence is a natural instinct of human nature. It often may not seem this way anymore because so many of us forgot what it means to be quiet, to use the silence for hunting a deer …

Electra complex

The counterpart to the Oedipus complex is aptly called the Electra complex. Women have a passive masochistic sexuality (so the feminist Helen Deutsch). They envy a man’s penis (only in the age between 3 till 6), that is why they …

I wish I had a dog…

Wow hail storms in Germany…and here the sea was so peaceful …the water all wrapped up in the tide…I found a thousand new images when carrying on with my daily walking routine. Full Moon tonight. Just read that there is …

Moving in dreams

Hmmm I only noticed yesterday evening what big step I actually made by moving to another place…a house with ”real” people …not students (although with a fairly bad solution for my internet – compared to what I have seen at …

Mystery men

The isle embraced autumn today storm and floods on the motorway on my way back to Canterbury my visions were calling me to sleep. I resisted and did not give myself a break even when I came back home (although …

On my way to find the perfect man…

On my way to find the perfect man, I had to disappoint someone these days.Not the easiest part.A process. But I somehow have seen another ”image” much closer to the one I look for that would match my perfect self …

The loner gene and the question of origin

I felt like some out-of-mind psycho…had a walk and got such a shock each time someone came around a corner…my mind was somewhere far away and I just found a song explaining things quite well Eels – Ugly love Sometimes …

May the moon watch over you, dear dreamer

Watching the news…makes me think of you…where you are…now…When I took my rubbish out to the bin it started raining….pouring…and everyone started running. I still walked…slowly…just taking my glasses off and enjoying each single drop….this made me feel so close …

All ill. All blocked. nose, and mouth and lungs. Gosh what a just wrong time for flu? After Thursday…my most unlucky day of the past years…I finally submitted my dissertation yesterday…still unsatisfied about the print result… Something has drawn me …

Slowly becoming a journalist and seeing/reading about the latest technology makes me feel sometimes so much being in a far far beyond stone age time. I didn’t hear anything from my parents for quite a while…but however, gained contact to …