Yesterday (my grandmother’s birthday) was simply exhausting…the constant repetition made me go through lots of emotional stages. I felt disgusted each time she touched me (as if her worms would move into my brain, too).We went to a park with …
Category: reality
Harsh – Rough – Demanding. That’s our idea of reality, apart from transition, but what is it in truth?
Family chronicle
Good evening Angelz Today started slowly but somehow gained speed pretty quick.Five minutes for the pedicure (the fresh feet feeling is definitely worth the time).Five minutes to buy pasta for lunch.And two hours talking with my grandmother (the one who …
Miss Marple and ice cream
Tonight is just a fantastic evening for pasta with cheese topping of course, Apple raspberry juice and Miss Marple…just lovely all together.Yesterday I went to medical centre again…to finally get antibiotics…they make me get my periods…………I started writing diary again.And …
Stealing or borrow?
Stealing an hour of my Sunday morning time is just horrible…I was on the way to normal sleep but…well, will try my best to use this day. Maybe finishing my poem for this week. Sounds weird but…honestly I always cry …
Congrats to all the women! You survived!
Under the hot water I wondered if you already see me as a woman or still as the seventeen year old girl…I missed you so much last night…that’s why the lyrics. I am full of leek, carrots, potatoes and lentils. …
Ironically, the most real chat conversation ever
Still waking up…I could barely breath because the sun is shining into my room…heats it up.The good weather lets my mood rise together with the dream of five minutes ago.Dreaming of so real chat conversations is always outstanding, in particular …
The worst knee pains ever
As the rain was just too heavy and lasting all yesterday, I couldnt travel but the more beautiful it was today…sunny and over 10 degrees (cold and minus ten degrees in Germany yay).The castle and cathedral of Rochester were quite …
‘Dreams are my reality’ (Richard Sanderson)
The dreams do not let me sleep in peace… four dreams in one night is just so heavy and if I wouldn’t force myself out of bed (almost fully blinded by the pictures) I would sleep all day. At least, …
Remember words beyond their pain
Good Evening AngelzThe past days really gave me toothache…well, my birthday was just like any other day with headaches and frustrations. The flowers my mum sent to me I could pick up only a day later…so no true surprise…the real …
Chocolate is the best lover anyway – always sweet, never denying
I did the impossible: I wrote four poems in one week…and now reading all the poetry for submission next week is really giving me some highly spiritual orgasm.The few corrections I will be done with by Wednesday and hope to …