There is much we don’t say – see for ourselves yet our mind picks up the smallest detail, unconscious referenced in sub-conscience.
The beginning of a new journal…a new world of words opens on the lined pages. I decided to follow a tradition I have started with the last journal: the final page stays blank. Watching a series of documentaries about the …
A new friend by my bed Watching ”Jersey Girl” made me understand two vital things about myself:1. I am never going to die in child birth. 2. I began to dislike male actors with an American accent, specially when they …
Well, on the search for the cause of my hormonal changes I did not get much farther. I refuse to go to my GP again. I am tired of doctors who believe I have acne. As you do on a …
Some people just do not have any idea what they do to another……… Why can’t a 40 year old man let go …..when he knows his mistake….and why does his ex girlfriend send me emails asking me about our passed …
I am doing good. Exception: I did not go into the exhibition. The ticket queue was as long as the Thames.I was already annoyed after the bag search, so I wandered through the open exhibition named ”Poetry and dream”…surrealism…stared at …
Sometimes it is one of those mornings…when you had a vivid dream of you and your beloved being a ghost, protecting a baby…and after you turned your back to him with all the stuff on the floor, only saying ”You …
It took surprisingly only two hours to clean the whole house (as far as this is ever possible). I did not get up until half past eleven…even sitting by the window with my morning tea I did not wake. Breaking …
Sometimes I dream of words…their literal meaning…what it is to me and to others…so it was two nights ago when I saw myself dreaming of the letter combination resulting in ”date”, ”flirt” and ” cheat”…philosophy about what new thought web …
When the truth is outspoken it sometimes hurts more than knowing it already quietly for long. In my head and heart he has died long ago now but he ceased to exist today. Not worth any further tear for what …
Women have far too much time on their hand when removing nail polish… Beauty requires a certain distance. An inherent fear of destruction. Fear of self. Fear of intensity. Whatever the reason may be… There is a great sense of …