…just a phase
It is one of those evenings when I am glad I am still alive…reached the periphery of depression earlier…ghosts of the past sometimes chase you all together in less than five hours. I am not scared of darkness or ghosts …
Category: The [Un]conscious
There is much we don’t say – see for ourselves yet our mind picks up the smallest detail, unconscious referenced in sub-conscience.
Normalcy does not appeal to me, truly
The only honest reason why I watch the football game with Germany tonight is… to get an insight into why and how normal people function… how they sit in a crowd for hours… just to watch eleven white dots and …
Vocal experiment
I have tried myself with the singing…voice volume still weak..hate it or deny its existence…it is hidden in a secret link..at last it was great fun!
For the sake of my poetry
I do believe that silence is a natural instinct of human nature. It often may not seem this way anymore because so many of us forgot what it means to be quiet, to use the silence for hunting a deer …
painful progress…progress in pain…pain of progress…
They say when you are freshly in love you forget about everything.Well, it is not true. And why hunting for an illusion (hmmm more than the usual amount) The night was terrible…terrible…and I had creative flashes for my dissertationwhich I …
neutral void
With the blood comes the restlessness and dreams that are uncontrollable. I meet people in my dream which scare me and when I get to know them better they fascinate me.So I had an evening walk after I noticed quickly …
what a verb is doing next to a verb…
Looking for a flat is more exhausting than I expected it to be. Sometimes I just spend whole afternoons traveling to an unknown place…if trains are canceled (like today) then it takes longer…but you get to know lots of interesting …
Merry cherry day
The understanding of what happened yesterday evening, an enigmaOn the way home the bus driver missed the road to university and so I was forced to walk all the way…I turned on some music to cheer me up…saw a dove …
Extract of Diary Why do you think the steps of the footbridge at Canterbury West Station are 58 on Platform 1 and 44 on Platform 2? Curiosity covers a lot. I got a call…and I got the job. Start date: …
For women in their mid-twenties, single, late Sunday afternoon
The morning started…wished it was over…surely my hormones (or the blood) are to be blamed for my terrible downward mood…yesterday was already that bad…frustrated…probably the first time that I felt like throwing a book to the wall…maybe it would turn …