Half the chocolate gone. Watching Good Will Hunting. I realize that you are a genius. Someone whose intelligence has never been recognized and always underestimated it is not surprising you don’t see when someone just adores your intellect, now too …
Category: reality
Harsh – Rough – Demanding. That’s our idea of reality, apart from transition, but what is it in truth?
The serious fear of pregnancy and menopause
Well, on the search for the cause of my hormonal changes I did not get much farther. I refuse to go to my GP again. I am tired of doctors who believe I have acne. As you do on a …
Fertility
As the sky darkened I went down the stairs. I had this urge to sit down after four steps…but I resisted. I grabbed a half ripe peach and slowly walked the way reverse again. While eating the peach I sit …
Monday morning…
I woke even before three last night…all in all four times….still not knowing why…why it takes me an hour to fall asleep again…. When I get up with my aching breasts…direction: toilet…there is an image lingering, oh how nice!…a lovely …
A weight on my heart
Something – or someone – must have died last night. I woke at 3: 33 (the time when my brother was born – by the way, he signed the contract and will move in with his girlfriend next month. News …
Aletheia’s whispers
Some people just do not have any idea what they do to another……… Why can’t a 40 year old man let go …..when he knows his mistake….and why does his ex girlfriend send me emails asking me about our passed …
The saddest day in youth
How sad am I, really! I just came back home…rushing to get to the bathroom…I didn’t mind that my neighbour stopped me for a chat…however, he was closer than the comfortable meter you usually leave between two people and….I could …
I don’t intend to be a cow (or a sheep even)
Until late I sit on my window sill..with the grandeur of Rapunzel….listening to the radio…sometimes singing, sometimes reading..always watching the souls passing by down there…the red taxi just passed for the second time this evening….earlier I saw my neighbour pulling …
Insight into the ”light-work”
I am doing good. Exception: I did not go into the exhibition. The ticket queue was as long as the Thames.I was already annoyed after the bag search, so I wandered through the open exhibition named ”Poetry and dream”…surrealism…stared at …
This morning
Sometimes it is one of those mornings…when you had a vivid dream of you and your beloved being a ghost, protecting a baby…and after you turned your back to him with all the stuff on the floor, only saying ”You …